Hey everyone!!
It's been a long time since I posted anything on this blog. For such a long time... I haven't figured out what I really wanted my blog and my YouTube channel to be about. I have a lot of reasons for doing what I did. I can never be too sure if what I did was right. I know I am not perfect. I make mistakes. Sometimes I am quick to do things without really thinking about it first. No matter what, life goes on. The only thing I can do is accept the past for what it is and move on. There are just things in life I know I cannot take control of. That... I need to let it go.
No more being that preachy person. I'm done with that. I'll just let God handle the rest. I'm in no position to do that because I am not worthy. We all have our own battles. It's unfair to judge someone when I don't even know the whole story. *Sigh* Lesson learned.
To be trully successful... all I want is just to be happy. It doesn't even matter what kind of dream I want to accomplish someday. If I am not happy... nothing matters. Successful to me is Happiness.
Just another post of my random thoughts.
♥ Always.
Sunday, May 19, 2013
Friday, March 1, 2013
False Prophet
"Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves. Ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles? Even so every good tree bringeth forth good fruit; but a corrupt tree bringeth forth evil fruit. A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit. Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire. Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them." - Matthew 7:15-20 KJV
"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law." - Galatians 5:22-23 KJV
"Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world. Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God: And every spirit that confesseth not that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is not of God: and this is that spirit of antichrist, whereof ye have heard that it should come; and even now already is it in the world." - 1 John 4:1-3 KJV
"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law." - Galatians 5:22-23 KJV
"Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world. Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God: And every spirit that confesseth not that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is not of God: and this is that spirit of antichrist, whereof ye have heard that it should come; and even now already is it in the world." - 1 John 4:1-3 KJV
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Happy with Two Kids
I'm done
at two. I'm very happy just having two. Sometimes when I look at other people
who have more kids than I do, I tend to feel like I should have more. At Times, I feel
like if I don't have more than this next couple, people might find an excuse to
say that I have my life easy or that I cannot relate to them. You know what?? I realized that even if
someone has more kids than to someone who has none does NOT make them better
than the other person. SO WHAT if my life appears easy?? How does that affect your life?? I'm not going to feel guilty just because I have less kids than the other person. Honestly, I feel like with having two is a lot of work for me already. Every child is different. They all have their own personality. I don't EVER regret having my kids. That is why with just two kids, I want to
give them all my love, care, and support as much as I can. They are growing
pretty fast and I do not want to miss those chances. Why have
another kid when I feel like I can do a better job loving my kids that I
already have now? I'm not saying that I don't love or care for them right now.
All I'm saying is that I know I can do MORE... and that's what I have decided
to do. I have one boy and one girl.
I've been told by someone before that I am still young... don't know what it's like to struggle. SERIOUSLY?? This person does NOT know me at all. After two days, they act like they know you already. If I can turn back time, I will tell this person EVERYTHING I went through... and maybe she will take back what she said. But of course... that is all in the past and I no longer see this person anymore. The point is... I am glad I met someone like that to make me realize that I don't want to be like them. I know how it feels like. I don't want to think that I am better than anyone... that I'm the one struggling the most than the other person. No matter what age people are, what stage we are in, or what the situation is, we all struggle. EVERYONE STRUGGLES... kids or no kids. I know I am repeating myself but it's true. People who think otherwise are either jealous of someone's life or think they are better than them. I know because I use to be one of them. Whatever the reasons are, saying that someone does not know what it's like to struggle is just pretty ignorant.
Feel free to educate me but at the end, it's me who makes the final decision for my life. To each, their own opinion. I know I cannot control what people think, say, or react around me because at the end... how they feel towards me does not define who I really am. No one is helping my husband and I raise our kids or pay our bills but us... so we do what we think is best for our little family. Thanks.
For those of you who feel pressure to have kids or MORE kids... you make the decision for YOURSELF. Wait if you have to. Make sure it's for you and not because you want to please other people. You don't want to make decisions you will regret later in life because at the end, no will be resposible for it but yourself.
Mood: Content. Happy.
♥
I've been told by someone before that I am still young... don't know what it's like to struggle. SERIOUSLY?? This person does NOT know me at all. After two days, they act like they know you already. If I can turn back time, I will tell this person EVERYTHING I went through... and maybe she will take back what she said. But of course... that is all in the past and I no longer see this person anymore. The point is... I am glad I met someone like that to make me realize that I don't want to be like them. I know how it feels like. I don't want to think that I am better than anyone... that I'm the one struggling the most than the other person. No matter what age people are, what stage we are in, or what the situation is, we all struggle. EVERYONE STRUGGLES... kids or no kids. I know I am repeating myself but it's true. People who think otherwise are either jealous of someone's life or think they are better than them. I know because I use to be one of them. Whatever the reasons are, saying that someone does not know what it's like to struggle is just pretty ignorant.
Feel free to educate me but at the end, it's me who makes the final decision for my life. To each, their own opinion. I know I cannot control what people think, say, or react around me because at the end... how they feel towards me does not define who I really am. No one is helping my husband and I raise our kids or pay our bills but us... so we do what we think is best for our little family. Thanks.
For those of you who feel pressure to have kids or MORE kids... you make the decision for YOURSELF. Wait if you have to. Make sure it's for you and not because you want to please other people. You don't want to make decisions you will regret later in life because at the end, no will be resposible for it but yourself.
Mood: Content. Happy.
♥
Thursday, January 31, 2013
2013 New Year's Resolutions
SPENDING: I've decided that this year, I am not going to spend as much as I did like last year. If I really REALLY want something, I will have to wait for it. If I still really need it then I will get it. Other than that... I am not going to stress much about it. Less is more.
CONTENT: 2012 has brought me so much stress due to other personal problems so I've decided to just live a content life. I think too much about myself instead of others and that is something I need to work on. But I also think I need to take care of myself more because mommy's like me needs a break too. I need to incorporate more prayers and daily Bible reading just to help me grow closer to God spiritually and mentally. Also, I will think of 3 things I am thankful for... everyday.
MAKEUP: I know I threw away all of my makeup last summer. They were all going to expire anyways so I decided to pick up some new ones before 2012 was over. This year, I've decided to not hoard myself with any more makeup. What's the point in collecting if I am not going to use ALL of them?? It's a waste of money after they expire and to know that I hardly ever use it. This year, I will use up all of my makeup before I end up buying new ones. I don't rely on makeup or wear them on a daily basis anyways. I usually stay home with my kids and I have no where else to wear it to. Most of the time I wear makeup when I film, take pictures, or whenever I am bored. Sometimes I wear it when I go shopping just so that I know I am using all of my makeup. I also do know that makeup contains a lot of ingredients and chemicals that aren't good for the skin too. I want to start changing my makeup to natural organic makeup that I know will be good for my skin. Still, I have some of my favorite makeup brands that I know I cannot let go of. I'm keeping those. I will not own any more makeup that exceeds more than what my makeup bag can hold.
LIVE: I cannot change the past so the past IS the PAST. I will learn to let go. The future has not happen yet so I'm not going to worry. The present is now so I will do whatever I can to make the best and right choices... and to just LIVE at that moment. Also, I'm going to work on being positive.
Last year... I completed three of my 2012 resolutions:
1) Learning to cook a few meals and snacks I have never tried
2) Lost a few pounds
3) Ate Healthier
CONTENT: 2012 has brought me so much stress due to other personal problems so I've decided to just live a content life. I think too much about myself instead of others and that is something I need to work on. But I also think I need to take care of myself more because mommy's like me needs a break too. I need to incorporate more prayers and daily Bible reading just to help me grow closer to God spiritually and mentally. Also, I will think of 3 things I am thankful for... everyday.
MAKEUP: I know I threw away all of my makeup last summer. They were all going to expire anyways so I decided to pick up some new ones before 2012 was over. This year, I've decided to not hoard myself with any more makeup. What's the point in collecting if I am not going to use ALL of them?? It's a waste of money after they expire and to know that I hardly ever use it. This year, I will use up all of my makeup before I end up buying new ones. I don't rely on makeup or wear them on a daily basis anyways. I usually stay home with my kids and I have no where else to wear it to. Most of the time I wear makeup when I film, take pictures, or whenever I am bored. Sometimes I wear it when I go shopping just so that I know I am using all of my makeup. I also do know that makeup contains a lot of ingredients and chemicals that aren't good for the skin too. I want to start changing my makeup to natural organic makeup that I know will be good for my skin. Still, I have some of my favorite makeup brands that I know I cannot let go of. I'm keeping those. I will not own any more makeup that exceeds more than what my makeup bag can hold.
LIVE: I cannot change the past so the past IS the PAST. I will learn to let go. The future has not happen yet so I'm not going to worry. The present is now so I will do whatever I can to make the best and right choices... and to just LIVE at that moment. Also, I'm going to work on being positive.
Last year... I completed three of my 2012 resolutions:
1) Learning to cook a few meals and snacks I have never tried
2) Lost a few pounds
3) Ate Healthier
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